One and a Half

Our baby is now one and a half year. How i miss his small fingers. You will always be our baby sayang

My Baby Turns One

Tak sedar sudah setahun aku melahirkan Areeq. Dr tapak kakinya yang kecil sebesar ibu jari aku sehingga kini hampir sebesar tapak tangan aku. Areeq dah bole berjalan. Di rumah dia lah yang banyak bercakap sekarang. Bercakap bahasa dia tersendiri. Yang paling obvious dia suka menyebut 'mama' and 'abah'. Tapi kitaorg still bahasakan diri ayah dan ibu. Mungkin susah sikit utk dia menyebut ayah dan ibu. Tak aper, lama2 nnt boleh ler. Gigi pun dah ada 6 batang. Kalau nk sesuatu dia akan tunjukkan dengan jari halusnya itu.

Sempena 13 June, tak ada sambutan besar-besaran. Cukup ler kami 3 org. Balik keja ayah belikan 2 slices cake. Areeq tak tahu tiup lilin lagi. Dia lebih suka nak main dengan pisau pemotong cake tu jer.

Plan dr awal nak beli cake Baskins Robbin tapi ayah balik lewat mlm tu so singgah beli kat Secret Recipe jer. Dulu time aku tgh pregnant, ada one time on 2nd trimester tu asyik ler nk mkn ice cream. Nak ice cream New Zealand or BR jer. Ice cream biasa xnak, demand tul. On the way balik keja mesti terasa nk mkn. Yang paling dekat ngan umah BR jer. Dah masuk 3rd trimester mmg dah tak berani. Takut kang kencing manis pulak. So kali ni kasi Areeq rasa betul-betul. Dulu dapat rasa dlm tummy ibu jer. Dah alang-alang MakTok pun ada kat KL n birthday MakTok pula keesokkan harinya, celebrate sekali lagi. Seperti biasa Areeq masih belum mengenali apa itu lilin. Gmbr cake ada dalam hp ayah. Nnt bebila bole amik n letak kat sini.

Thn ni birthday Areeq jatuh on Monday. Weekend b4 tu kitaorg keluar jalan2 sebab ingat nak beli baju tidur Areeq. Kebanyakkan semua baju Areeq dah kecil. Cepatnyer anak ibu besar.. sob..sob..sob. 

Malam ahad pun keluar juga nk celebrate juga ler kiranya. Tapi memandangkan esok nya keja dan takkan nak tahan Areeq sampai kul 12 kan. So tepat kul 12 Areeq pun dah tido so kitaorg just bisikkan kat telinga dia jer.

Ayah sayang Areeq

Ibu pun sayang Areeq

Semoga Areeq menjadi anak yang soleh. Sentiasa hormat pada ayah dan ibu serta orang yang lebih tua. Ibu sentiasa berdoa agar Areeq sentiasa sihat dan menjadi kebanggaan ayah dan ibu. We Love u Sayang.

how time flies

Terasa cepat betul waktu berlalu. Masih terasa seperti baru semalam aku melahirkan Areeq. Lagi sebulan genap setahun. Rindu pada Areeq yang kecil. Begitu cepat anak ibu membesar. Setiap hari ada saja keletah Areeq yang baru. Syukur kerana diberi peluang melihat Areeq membesar di depan mata. 24 jam sehari tak puas bermain bersama. Alangkah indahnya jika setiap hari tak perlu aku menghantarnya ke rumah pengasuh. Setiap kali melambai Areeq, setiap kali juga ler sayu saja hati aku. Terasa begitu lambat masa berjalan sehingga petang. Bila petang tak sabar rasanya nak cepat sampai ke rumah pengasuh. Tersenyum panjang Areeq bila melihat ibu dan ayah di pintu pagar. Hilang segala penat hari itu.

SMILING

Areeq dah 10 bulan. Semakin bijak dan nakal. Penat nak mengawal pergerakkan dia. Susah betul nk duduk diam. Ada saja kerja yang dia nak buat. Mengamuk dah pandai skrang. Kalau apa yang dikehendakinya tak dapat. Bila kita merajuk pandai juga datang nak memujuk. Tekap mulut dia dengan pipi ayah ibu. Walaupun penuh dengan salivanya tapi itu yang ayah dan ibu suka :)

Lepas Rindu

Sekarang ni Areeq kena tinggal kat Perlis dengan maktok dia sebab babysitter yang nak jaga Areeq tu nak amik lepas raya. Pisces pula dah kena masuk kerja time bulan puasa. Nak tak nak terpaksa juga ler hantar balik kampung. Rindu tu mmg xbole nk cakap. Setiap malam mesti nangis teringat kat dia. Selama ni tak pernah berpisah dengan dia. Selama 9 bulan Areeq dalam perut smpi ler dia dua bulan. Paling tak tahan bila bau bantal dia. Rasa rindu sangat. Tak sabar nak balik raya nak amik Areeq.

So dlm bulan puasa ni kerap ler pisces dan leo balik ke kampung. Kitaorg decide utk naik train. Perjalanan dr KL Sentral to Arau about 10 hours. Depart at 9.15pm and arrive at 7.45am the next day. Seronok tau naik train ni even amik masa skit. Kitaorg lepak2 atas katil then time nak sahur gi jln2 kat cafe. Insyallah next week balik naik train lagi. Amik tempat tido atas and bawah. Bila dah ngantuk Leo akan naik atas tido. Kalau tak duduk ngan Pisces jer atas katil bawah.

Lepas rindu bila dapat hold and kiss Areeq. Areeq dah pandai senyum dan gelak. Bersembang pun dah pandai. Bila dukung dia tak suka kalau dibaringkan. Mesti nak letak atas bahu or pegang bagi dia dpt tgk depan. Minggu ni ayah ibu nak balik lagi tgk Areeq. Tapi minggu depan tak balik sebab dah dekat raya. Nnt ibu nak carikan Areeq baju raya. Tahun ni mesti meriah bagi piscesandleo sebab dah ada new member. Kumpul duit raya banyak2 tau Areeq :).

The moment of truth

I should write something on my maternity experience before I forgot on how it happened and before it will happen again :).

I went for my usual checkup on my 37th weeks. The doctor requested me to do cardiotocography (CTG) and she told me that I already got some contraction. She asked me to admit that night but I was refused and promised her to come back on the next morning.

And the next morning at 10am I was admitted but there was no any sign on giving birth. I didnt even feel any pain at that time. In my case, doctor was telling me from the 1st day we met that she want me to deliver our baby on the 36th weeks or plus minus a week later.

I have been given my 1st induction dose but i still didnt feel any pain until the next day. So on the Saturday morning, she gave me another dose. Now I can feel the pain. But it just a light pain. On the evening she gave me another dose and asked me to get a jab for painkiller. It was to make sure that i can have well sleep all over the night. She was expected that I will be delivered on the next morning.

The next morning she came and told me that she will break my water bag. After the water came out, the pain was started to be bad. In about 3 hours later the nurse came and told me that I was ready to deliver my baby. The doctor came and prepared all the things. I was asked to push the baby whenever I feel the contraction. I tried so hard but my baby's head was still high. The doctor decided to use vacuum and told me to push harder because my baby's heart beat was getting weak.  Leo was being a good supporter although he just sat beside me instead of standing beside the doctor like others husband do so that he can see the baby's head coming out. But it was fine because I knew my husband. He's a blood phobia and I'm scared if he would faint before the baby come out.

I did the last push with all my strengths I have. I can feel something was coming and suddenly there was a little boy on my tummy. I touched his skin and it was really soft. The doctor gave my baby to the paed who was there ready to welcome the little boy. In just a second  I heard the most beautiful voice in my entire life. My baby was crying.

And 13 of June 2010 was the date that I will be remembered all my life. The date when we were officially became mommy and daddy to our little boy.

piscesandleo jr

Introducing Ahmad Areeq Jawi Bin Bakti Jawi.. the heart of piscesandleo..born on 13 june 2010 @ 2.12pm... delivered healthy by Dr Si Lay at UMSC KL.. baby's weight is 2.88 kg..
Syukur pada Allah kerana telah mengurniakan zuriat yang sempurna kepada piscesandleo. Insyallah ayah dan ibu akan mendidik dan menjaga Areeq sebaik mungkin dan semoga anak ayah dan ibu menjadi anak yang soleh. Alhamdulillah.