I should write something on my maternity experience before I forgot on how it happened and before it will happen again :).
I went for my usual checkup on my 37th weeks. The doctor requested me to do cardiotocography (CTG) and she told me that I already got some contraction. She asked me to admit that night but I was refused and promised her to come back on the next morning.
And the next morning at 10am I was admitted but there was no any sign on giving birth. I didnt even feel any pain at that time. In my case, doctor was telling me from the 1st day we met that she want me to deliver our baby on the 36th weeks or plus minus a week later.
I have been given my 1st induction dose but i still didnt feel any pain until the next day. So on the Saturday morning, she gave me another dose. Now I can feel the pain. But it just a light pain. On the evening she gave me another dose and asked me to get a jab for painkiller. It was to make sure that i can have well sleep all over the night. She was expected that I will be delivered on the next morning.
The next morning she came and told me that she will break my water bag. After the water came out, the pain was started to be bad. In about 3 hours later the nurse came and told me that I was ready to deliver my baby. The doctor came and prepared all the things. I was asked to push the baby whenever I feel the contraction. I tried so hard but my baby's head was still high. The doctor decided to use vacuum and told me to push harder because my baby's heart beat was getting weak. Leo was being a good supporter although he just sat beside me instead of standing beside the doctor like others husband do so that he can see the baby's head coming out. But it was fine because I knew my husband. He's a blood phobia and I'm scared if he would faint before the baby come out.
I did the last push with all my strengths I have. I can feel something was coming and suddenly there was a little boy on my tummy. I touched his skin and it was really soft. The doctor gave my baby to the paed who was there ready to welcome the little boy. In just a second I heard the most beautiful voice in my entire life. My baby was crying.
And 13 of June 2010 was the date that I will be remembered all my life. The date when we were officially became mommy and daddy to our little boy.



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